The temporary crack in my facade

So it's now 1.22am and I'm not asleep even though I'm supposed to go to school to study for my exams tomorrow (well, technically, today). And oh gosh, I think this is going to be one of those really rare angsty post when I feel like screaming my lungs out, hurl something or just break down and cry. Oh gosh, I'm even admitting that I feel like crying. My pride has all shriveled up and my facade cracked. Well just for now... Just this tiny little moment...

Life is getting a tad bit too overwhelming right now with a plethora (yes, plethora) of problems that plague me so. Oh woe to me (sarcastically)! Why is that when misfortune strikes, it comes in the hordes? A series of unfortunate events may be an apt enough description, but perhaps not precisely unfortunate. It is too mild a word to describe the plethora of problems, because everything appears to be just so freaking screwed up right now.

*takes a deep breath*

All right. I think I've calmed down enough. I'm strong enough to handle all of this, after all my name isn't "Valerie" for nothing. Herein concludes my rant. And come to think of it, it sounds rather like a childish, angsty, brooding adolescent. *grimace*